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The 6 Stages of Change

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I don’t know about you, but the idea of dropping a habit, behavior or addiction lives in my head for ages, often years, before I feel ready to change.  Typically, I have an all-or-nothing mentality about these things:  A great approach for something like sobriety from alcohol; much less so for something like exercise or diet.

I spent TEN YEARS planning cleanses, diets, work out plans, new hobbies (belly dancing, anyone??) in the name of good health or weight loss when it was really about gaining control over my intense alcohol and carbohydrate cravings.

I felt that something was really wrong with me.  My earliest memories include eating all of the treats in the house before eating ANY of the real food and throwing away lots of fresh food.  I do not, even today, understand people who can have one drink, one cookie, one ANYTHING.  Obviously, I was aloud to do this.  At such a young age, I was “taught” this.  Basically, eating treats was a coping strategy in my childhood home.

At least now, I can watch myself and discern whether I am making the second batch of brownies this weekend because of uncomfortable feelings, out of control hormones or some other aspect of poor self-care.  I will discuss much more about self-care in future posts.

Below are the stages of change that I learned about in the intensive outpatient program (IOP) I attended to get sober from alcohol.

1. PRECONTEMPLATION

The consequences of the behavior have not caught up to us yet and we are not seriously considering any change.  If there were attempts at change in the past, we have given up.  This is where we are in total denial.

2. CONTEMPLATION

While we continue to engage in the behavior, we recognize that there are good reasons to change.  Yet, we hesitate.  We are ambivalent.  We just can’t imagine what life would look like without x, y or z.  We might start to some research on how others have made the change.

3. PREPARATION

We have decided that we need to make a change and consider our options for doing so.  We might make minor adjustments in our behavior.  For example, we might try drinking only on weekends or having dessert only on special occasions.

This is where we might start to see real signs of ADDICTION in ourselves, because

  • we are unable to stick with these minor adjustments.
  • the thought of cutting back even a little bit makes us have MORE.
  • we are secretive about making these changes and/or secretive about our inability to make these changes.
  • we end up back in CONTEMPLATION  or PRECONTEMPLATION.

4. ACTION

Once we surrender to the fact the problem won’t go away on its own, we enter a typically all-consuming process of ending the problem.  For example, we might reach out for help, avoid triggers, add new healthier activities and behaviors and, generally, doing whatever it takes to avoid temptation.

At this point, a true addict is embarking on DETOX.  The multi-stage process of RECOVERY is just beginning.  I will do other posts on detox and recovery.

5. MAINTENANCE

We maintain the changes made during ACTION.  Maintenance will involve challenges and temptations.  ACTION will be required during MAINTENANCE.  Sometimes this action becomes healthy habit.  Sometimes, we need to revisit the all-consuming action that helped us make the change in the first place.

6. RELAPSE (OPTIONAL!!!!)

Many of us return to our previous problem behavior.  I swore on an almost daily basis to stop drinking for years.  I could not go more than 2 or 3 days without drinking and that was after a lot of preparation and build up.  And I did that only a handful of times over 15+ years.  As you might imagine, I am very grateful to be coming up on 3 years of sobriety from alcohol.

I have not managed to stay sugar sober for more than 4 months.  I have a long list of excuses topped with the truly addictive delusion that I can control my sugar intake.

I have not managed to ever, in my whole 47 years, to exercise on a regular basis.  Does this behavior fall into the same category.  Kind of.  Because I beat myself up for allowing this to continue.  I find the REAL ADDICTION is that viscious, self-loathing, internal dialogue.  Bringing us back to the topic of EMOTIONAL SOBRIETY.

An emotionally intelligent person would not beat up on themselves.  It might be blip on their radar screen or they might be completely ACCEPTING that at this time in their life, the other priorities understandably take precedence.  More on ACCEPTANCE in future posts.

A BIT MORE OF MY STORY

Leading up to quitting drinking, I did A LOT of work on self-acceptance, self-love and forgiveness.  I became a committed student of A Course in Miracles (ACIM).  I will do a post on ACIM soon, too.  This allowed me to see that all of us are special and none of us are special, and that our worth has NOTHING to do with our accomplishments or whether or not others like us.

It has been very humbling that this deep, rewarding work that graced me with sobriety from alcohol has not easily translated to other areas of my life.  And THAT is why I started this site.  I know there are all kinds of support programs for weight loss.  I have tried Weight Watchers a couple of times and checked into 12 step programs for overeating and food addictions.  I continue to search for the right kind of support program to help me with my sugar addiction and hope this blog will help myself and others.

I needed the education and structure of the intensive outpatient program to get me through detox and to learn about what was happening to my body during the process of becoming addicted, etc.  I see there is a huge void and big misunderstandings of how diet influences our cognition, our hormones, our cravings and our addictions.  During the past 3 years I have pieced together a lot of information and theories that I would like to share and build upon.

During the months I was eating ketogenic (about 3-9 months into my sobriety), I felt amazing.  Normal even.  I wasn’t driven like an animal to food.  I could feel my brain healing from the alcohol (apparently that can take a YEAR)!  I needed to lower the dose of my antidepressant of many years because side effects became a problem.  There is something to this stuff.

Let’s keep digging.

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2 thoughts on “The 6 Stages of Change

  1. I totally relate to you with the sobriety aspect but cannot even begin to imagine being sugar sober. I’ve tried in the past to give up sugar and was unsuccessful. Can you do a post on what the ketogenic meals look like and why it’s good for you? Thanks for all the insight!

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